Dear my beloved Author

Why couldn't you,  Author of my life, have written a loving, peaceful, happily ever after-story? Rather than a painful, complicated, stumbling, consistant long lasting trial in which the character ultimately die. Why is it that the rich seem more favored by You in getting the good parts of the story rather then the poor? Are you a Marxist? Please oh so ever lasting Author, please start a new chapter of my life where is doesn't suck! Like maybe a new journey this summer that suddenly gets me to where I actually want to be! Is that too hard for You?! As an Protagonist-I demand it! Please do not become my Antagonist. You do this, then you will be my own Protagonist.